Letter to my Angel

Forgive me for not being there.
While I sit here alone on the train...I try to contain my tears
I can't even remember the last time I said Hello and now all I can say is goodbye in silent words.
I made excuses not to go home.
I put others first meanwhile you needed me more.
For a was afraid to see you hurt.
We were all expecting this day but seemed to put it behind us.
Tried to hide the fact that soon you wouldn't be around
Eventhough i wasn't immidiate family, you still took me in as your daughter.
You changed my slippers to princess shoes on my 16th birthday.
And for that I don't hate God for taking you away.
I thank him for the 20 years we shared.
He knows best and saw that you were slowly fadding with no cure.
So he extended his hands, wrapped them around you and whispered, “Come with me”.
For i know you're sitting next to God watching over us.
R.I.P Tio Jose <3 Love You Always